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“I want to have kids and to be with the kids all the time and I want to be alone so that I can write and I want silence and peace and noise and chaos and I want to stop and rest and to keep moving and having adventures and I want to have more kids and to never be pregnant again and I want my family to grow and my family to stay the same size and I want to grow my business and to be a full-time poet and a career woman and to prioritise my children and I want to earn loads of money and I want to live on less and I want routines and an unpredictable life and I want to be calm and fierce and vulnerable and empowered and kind and firm and I want nothing and I want it all.”